Monday, May 19, 2008

Who are you bullshitting Mercy?

My response to the blog post: For Marissa and Stan.

If my suspicion is correct, Mercy is trying to insinuate that I have been putting my nose on her love life problems in that, I am meddlesome. Did I read it right?

I may have missed the memo, so please humour me.

To be brutally honest Mercy, I do not give a crap even if you're fucking these foreigners in real life, it's your life. The only reason why Stan and I are still in communication was because: 1-You, Mercy, gave my YM ID to Stan; 2-In doing so, you opened a bridge of friendship between me and your boyfriend;3-You have asked me if it's alright to borrow my faceless photos to send to Stan because he was asking yours;4-You ran off with Stan's money and told him "Fuck you!" that started all this bullshit!

To tell me not to speak to Stan, who I have become friends with, with your own knowledge and full permission, is out of your bounds because you cannot  tell me to who I should talk or not. In fact, you do not have the right to stop me from communicating with anyone. Do not go around making me look like a sleazy slut because that's your forte! I didn't need to "come in like a hero" because of your disappearance has caused Stan to sought for you and who else do you think he knows he could talk to? Get my point?!

And regarding my "personality" let me educate you a little bit.

On the viewpoint of my board mates, Mercy: You stated in your blog post that you have demonstrated respect and ethics towards Armel but evidence show otherwise and I digress. Whatever problems I may have with my board-mates Mercy is my own problem to deal, you do not have the right to expose me in a biased way for people to form negative judgments on me, and the only reason they wanted to "spit me out" was because of the added bonus of your presence. I brought you there and they didn't like my decision. Gabi na nagkakakanta ka pa at ang ingay-ingay mo at hindi nila nagugustuhan na ang tagal-tagal mo sa boarding house na parang duon ka na nakatira. On my part, dahil isa ako sa mga tenant duon, kahit magbunganga ako, wala silang paki-alam dahil ako ang nagbabayad ng renta ko, pero ikaw Mercy, hindi mo yata napansin na bisita ka sa bahay na yun at hindi mo alam kung saan mo ilulugar ang sarili mo. If you didn't notice, before you came we were all at peace and if there were disagreements, napapag-usapan namin. We were enjoying our privacy, but you on the other hand, acted like you were "part of the family" and started being familiar with the people there. At higit sa lahat, hindi ka dapat nangako ng kung anu-ano kay mommy dahil ako ang tenant hindi ikaw, bago ka pa dumating sa bahay na 'yon, may mga pagkakasunduan na kami tungkol sa pagrenta ko at labas ka sa usapang yon. Your act of "helping" only fueled the fire and my family were the ones who got burned in it.

Let me remind you again Mercy, isang buong buwan kang tumira sa amin ng mga anak ko. Ilang beses kitang pinagsasabihan na uwian mo ang mga anak mo, ipinagamit ko pa sayo ang telepono ko para lang makausap sila dahil bilang ina, naaawa ako sa kanila. Pero ang dami dami mong excuses. Dumating na sa punto na inihatid na kita sa sakayan ng bus, hoping to have a rest from your presence. Pero after some 30 minutes nagulat na lang kami ng mga anak ko at bumalik ka pa at ang sabi mo sa akin: gabi na at wala ka ng masakyan, which is not even true. Hindi ka rin siguro aware na may mga nakakarinig sa'yo, na boardmates ko. Bukod pa dyan Mercy, nakiki-kain ka rin sa padalang pera ng tatay ng mga anak ko.

About Carolina: You may be trying to insinuate that I'm the one solely at fault with my falling out with my supervisor. Guess again, nung pumasok ako sa team ni Carolina, isa ako sa naging top agents nya, at maganda ang naging standing namin for a while, considering my good performance and it was just my first time in the job and in Carolina's team. And if you're not familiar with the job market Mercy, a clash between a colleague or a superior is not a strange phenomenon because there are few factors in play: different personalities, difference in goals, and professional jealousies. Mamili ka kung anong gusto mo.

You very well know the story behind my clash with my supervisor because I share my sentiments to you, being my "friend" and all, but now you're pretending otherwise? If I'd narrow down your blog entry regarding me and Carolina, Mercy, I'd say you're a cunt for insinuating that I have a bad personality to justify your points. Edi, ikaw na ang magaling.

Ang babaw mo na, ang tanga mo pa, wala ka pang utang na loob!

Grammatical errors: Lalaine was asking me for corrections, I shared the sentence with you so you can check if it was correct or if you have other suggestions. It was a simple task na binigyan mo ng malisyosong  kahulugan. Lalaine and I have been friends for a long time before you, tapos you want to drag her into this issue na wala naman syang alam? Naiintindihan mo ba ang implikasyon ng mga bagay na pinagsasabi mo sa blog posts mo? Be responsible naman.

On Armel: If you really have any thread of respect and ethics in your skin Mercy, you wouldn't even mention her in this issue and may have used a different example. I think you really don't know the real meaning of Respect and Ethics.

Respect is having a regard to Armel's feelings if she should read her story in your blog post without her knowledge and permission, that you're using her as an example.

Mercy, Ethics is a system based on the principles of right and wrong. You should have known that it's wrong to drag yourself in my issues at the boarding house, you should have known that it is wrong to say "Fuck you!" to the person you helped and disappear, you should have known that it is wrong to promise mommy things you cannot deliver on your own (had not Stan sent you money), you should have known, Mercy, it is wrong to abuse one's hospitality and act as if you own my stuff and use my phone that was exclusively for my children's use. And lastly, you should have known that it is wrong to expose me in your blog without my permission and knowledge. I hope with my simple illustration, you learned about the meaning of ethics.

And remember blogging about Armel's email correspondence to you? Don't you find it quite familiar that you are treating me the way you treated Armel? Tapos friendship namin ni Lalaine ang iku-question mo? To you Armel
Tapos idadamay mo pa si Armel sa usapan na to, samantalang hindi naman nya alam kung ano ang totoo? Some friend with respect and ethics you are.

I think you don't know what you're talking about. You need to go back to school and learn respect and ethics and come to me again and demonstrate them in front of me.

And regarding my family: You have no right to question, mention or even drag them into this issue. You have been foul enough as it is, below the belt ka pa. On what authority are you putting my family in the limelight? Scammer ka na nga, manggagamit ka pa. You're so classy deary. Whatever issues I have with my family is my private matter, wala kang paki-alam sa kanila. You don't even know my family and my full history pero you're trying to make a point using them? How impudent! Nakakuha ka na rin lang ng P36K hindi ka pa bumili ng hiya, para naman nagkaron ka kahit na 1/4 lang. Clearly Mercy, you do not know how to value other people's privacy. Hindi ko na nga sana papatulan itong mga blog posts mo, I have kept myself mum about the issue because I was trying to give you some respect, pero dahil hindi ka mapatahimik ng kunsensya mo at guiltyng guilty ka, akala mo these blog posts will justify you? Eh ikaw nga nag i-incriminate sa sarili mo, so what the hell na gusto mong ipalabas na ang laki ng kasalanan ko sa'yo?

On the matter of swindling: I called you a swindler because that's how you exposed yourself to Me from the beginning: You get by with your life sa panloloko ng tao. Hindi mo maamin sa sarili mo na you manipulated Stan by telling him sob stories, that prompted him to send you the money and the phone. Remember Mercy, you used to work for American Chat Link and even Nelson have full knowledge of this. And we all know what American Chat Link is. At the time, you kept on telling me that Stan was trying to contact you through your mobile phone but you refused to. I would say that you have planned these all along to coerce poor Stan to help you.

In all I did to you, you never said anything to me? Of course you wouldn't have anything to say about me, sa akin ka nga nakitira, kumain at nakigamit ng mga bagay na meron kami. Binigyan pa kita ng pamasahe mo para lang makapasok sa TP pero hindi ka naman nagpakita sa trabaho. Hindi ka naman napahamak ng dahil sa amin Mercy, ikaw ang nagdala sa sarili mo sa kapahamakan at kahihiyan.

I don't personally know your husband but with all the negative things I've heard from you about Nelson, it speaks so much about your credibility. I have heard your excuses many times; your husband is not supporting you enough; he's been ignoring your pleas; you had a kidney operation and your husband didn't support you; his family doesn't respect you, in that they maltreat you too; and lastly, you've been contemplating on separating from your husband because he's been having an affair (wrath of a woman scorned?). These were your words to me!

I'm not asking you to repay me for the charity I showed you Mercy, it's the least I could do. At least you could have considered the consequences bago ka gumawa ng kalokohan sa piling pa naming mag-ina. Sa mga sinabi mo sa blog post mo, ikaw ang walang kahihiyan dahil nakikitira ka na nga lang, ang lakas pa ng loob mo na gamitin ang telepono ko na magpatawag sa kung sino-sinung lalake. You fully well know na kaya ako kumuha ng wireless phone at nagbukas ng IDD ay para matawagan ang mga anak ko ng tatay nila at matawagan nila ako in-case of emergency. Now you're twisting everything? Hindi mo nga na-consider na kahit pa binigyan kita ng permiso to use my stuff, na irespeto pa rin ang privacy naming mag-ina. Tapos ikaw ang kawawa?

Mercy, on the matter of me thinking or treating you like a slut, ikaw ang nag confess sa akin ng mga information na yan. During the time na nagkasakit ang anak mo, you confessed to me na kasama mo ang isang lalake, in his owner-type jeep. When you got home, nalaman ng family mo kaya galit ang tatay mo at mga kapatid mo sayo. Ang sabi mo pa, wala kang pera na pampagamot para sa anak mo kaya nung nakuha ko ang 2K na income tax ko dahil naawa ako sa anak mo, buo ko yon binigay sayo dahil may extra money pa ako that time, that was for your son's medication na sabi mong hindi mo mabili.

You wanted to make it look like na you've been private about your family? Nung unang salta ka pa lang sa bahay, ang ingay-ingay mo na at kung anu-ano ang pinagkukuwento mo tungkol sa buhay mo at pamilya mo. Ikaw pa ang may sabi na ang nanay mo ay maraming tauhang lalake at may club kayo at nag-aalaga kayo ng mga prostitutes. Na kesyo ang bahay ninyo dati sa Dasmarinas ay parang sugalan dahil sa nanay mo.

At least, I have my blogs to appease me in these troubled times, not to try and manipulate people.

Then you go around me again, preaching about being a Christian.

"and you forgot that I AM A CHRISTIAN same as you"

So, Mercy. When you were planning to scam your boyfriend Stan; deceived and used me in the process, was that "Christianly" operating in you?

People have different concept of god Mercy, but mine might not be operating like yours because I do not worship money. I have the authority to question your faith because of these things that you did to my family!


I will admit that for now, it will be really hard to move on from this; my children are currently suffering from the trouble she caused.


For the record Mercy, I have a very strong inclination that you stole my notebook containing my passcodes, my company ID and my nail pusher vanished when you did. Let me jog your mind a bit, you borrowed my nail stuff to clean your feet, you liked my nail pusher and asked where I bought it. I told you I got it at Landmark. After you've gone, the nail pusher was nowhere to be found. When I visited you and stayed for the night, my suspicions were proven because I found my nail pusher at your home. You didn't hear anything from me, because I could buy it anyway. As compensation, you gave your "authentic, imported" sunglass. I'm not lying Mercy, you know that I speak the truth here. But I'm not going to expect some decency in you nor honesty, I believe that's not one of your strengths.

Sensing the little importance of the nail pusher (makes me feel stupid actually), but my main point is, when Mercy left my base, I lost two things that have importance to me. The company ID is for my clearance, the notebook contained my passcodes to all my accounts and other information. I'm quite curious that you're accusing me of stealing your Transcript of Records and Diploma when you left it at home, and I even asked you for your father's address in Dasmarinas so I can send it through LBC. Your wonderful response was: I don't need it. Keep it. Was I lying in these statements Mercy?

And now you turn around and tell me:
"send me back my diploma and TOR, it's my children's future."

Why the hell would I keep it?! Unless I perform plastic surgery on myself to look like her, WHICH IS NOT GONNA HAPPEN! Heaven forbid that I look like a retarded toad squid (ew!), I wouldn't have any use for her useless document.

If she doesn't realize, I am being incriminated in the scam as her accomplice because she was staying with me at the time before she vanished with the money and phone.

Sinira mo na nga ang pananahimik naming mag-ina, sinira mo ang buhay namin sa ginawa mo, ikaw pa ang may mukha na mag-drama na akala mo ikaw ang inaapi sa usapan na to?

Thanks to my super bff for helping me word out my mind properly.